Feelings.

<--- Yngve.
I am not good at talking about my feelings, and if i´m in pain of some sort i just don´t talk about it. Instead i sing about my emotions, of course i make sure that no one is close enough to hear me but it works. And if i´m on the bus or something i listens to music that sings about my feelings. You could say that i live for music.
Or rather, I couldn´t live without music. Right now i´m listening to "Listen" by Beyoncé in Dreamgirls. I´ve told my dad about how i felt about "them" once, and dad talked to Jenny and she walked in and started to cry. I was way to nice because i went into their room and said : " I only wanted you to be nicer". That was the biggest mistake of my life, besides asking her the first time. I have a necklace that says Forever with a heart. I´m not sure what it stands for, but for me it stands for all my losts. That i will never forget Yngve- a dog that died last summer, Tarzan- My cat that disappeared, Ruby- my other cat that ate ratpoison and died and all of the others, both animals and humans.